Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Teach Me To Love - Chapter 4 Part 1

Rachel looked at the clock to see that it was nearing the time when he was supposed to be there. She prepared all the work he would need and crossed her fingers that he would like the idea she had come up with. He had turned his assignment and parental signed permission form back in to her during homeroom, slipping it on her desk as he came in the room without drawing too much attention to anyone.

When Derrick entered with a list of names of present prolific African-Americans, she smiled her wonderful brilliant smile just for him.

“I thought I would do some research early to get a lot of the work out the way,” he said bashfully, yet his voice was tight.

She immediately noticed he was still a bit damp from the quick shower he took after practice. “You didn’t go outside with your hair like that?” she asked seeing the damp hair that naturally curled and she wondered was it as silky as it looked.

“No, Mrs. Herlong,” he said as if he didn’t need another mother in his life. “I came through the school. The locker room has a back staircase that leads straight over pass the auditorium and up here to the third floor. They said this place used to be an old warehouse during prohibition and the football team knows all the secret entrances where they used to store the stuff.”

This was news to her and she felt silly acting like his mother and all. This was almost a grown man. “And you know them?”

“The guys like to skip a lot and even though I can’t go with them, I know where they are,” he admitted as if everyone knew this information, then bit his tongue cursing the fact that he shouldn’t have admitted that to her. Dammit, Derrick keep focus! This is a damn teacher! “But of course you’ll never tell,” he added wickedly.

Rachel sat on the desk near him, “I probably won’t until of course I have to blackmail you for something else.” She winked at him teasingly.

Instead of sitting at her desk, she suggested they work at her desk because she had her laptop plugged over there and they could type up the work as they went. He didn’t mind even though Rachel thought he would and she couldn’t believe how comfortable he went out of his way to make her feel. Was he really as dangerous and bad as all the other teachers said?

Fifteen minutes into their researching, he actually began to talk with her. Asking her questions about how he met Robert. What she had studied in college? Somehow they had even gotten on the subject of her growing up. This was the most she had heard him speak the entire time she had known him and even though she wasn’t in the business of discussing her private life with a student, she found herself to be easily able to talk with Derrick. His smooth deep voice seem to push past the barrier she usually kept up while she was at school and with him hardly talking, she found herself that she wanted to hear his voice more and more.

Unlike most men, maybe because of his age, he actually listened to when she spoke and responded to what she said. It was a very mentally stimulating conversation that she had not had with a decent man in a very long time despite the fact she was very aware that this was just her student. Still she took enjoyment speaking with him freely about her past.

“I’ve never had a mother and father,” she confessed. “I grew up in a lot of foster homes around Sawyer County, since I didn’t know my mother or father. Once someone mentioned my parents had been teenagers, who had singed their rights over to the state.”

“Did you ever think to look for them?”

She shook her head with hesitating. “No, because I thought it was best that I don’t. I’ve never really wondered all these years. I just made due for myself. Took responsibility for myself,” she said proudly.

“Do you work all the time?” he questioned.

“No, I do actually go home sometimes,” she teased.

His tinted dark goldenrod eyes flashed with slight amusement to his always-serious glare. “You know what meant.”

“I’m a mother, of course, I work all the time. I will admit the twins were not planned, but I take my job of mothering seriously because I love them,” she admitted honestly.

After about an hour and a half of working, he suggested they take a break because he wanted to go down to the vending machine and get something to drink.

“I have a Gatorade if you want it?” she said going over to her closet. Inside was a small lunch bag still full and untouched near where the drinks were.

“You should eat more than you drink,” he said with concern, taking one of the Gatorades, which were cool.

She shrugged a shoulder nonchalantly. “I should, but you’re too young to know about baby weight, Derrick.”

“And you are? How old are you?” he asked, taking a long swig of the drink with his usual serious look.

“Twenty-two in three days,” she said proudly.

Curiously, he asked, “And what does this birthday girl plan on doing?”

Her shoulders slumped in disappointment. “Come to work, go home, nothing special.”

“That’s a bummed out birthday, Mrs. Herlong. Why is it adults don’t seem to celebrate birthdays anymore?” he inquired.

Rachel moved away from the closet and back to the side of the desk to give them a little distance. Being so close to him, she didn’t like how she always because aware of her femaleness. She didn’t think about being a teacher to him. Yet, she was so aware that her chest seemed to swell and her insides felt warm.

Crooking her head to the side, she answered, “Maybe the fact that we’re celebrating getting old depresses us.”

“And Mr. Herlong doesn’t have anything planned?”

She turned her back to him and pretended to straighten up paper to busy herself. “Robert doesn’t really celebrate birthdays and holidays.”

“So when does he make you feel special?” Derrick had walked up behind her.

For some reason, without turning to face him, she could feel his eyes on the back of her neck and moving down her spine and then... Rachel faced him feeling all of a sudden, uncomfortable.
“We’re very busy people, Derrick. Like I said adults don’t take the holidays or birthdays very seriously. Their mostly for kids.”

“You’re avoiding my question,” he said.

“Then I’ll be honest and say that I don’t wish to answer your questions, because it’s none of your business.”

He changed the subject in a very thoughtful and natural manner. “That’s another thing, Mrs. Herlong. Is six weeks really enough time to take off from having twins? I think you would need more than that?”

“Bills don’t understand that,” she said evasively.

“What about your husgand? Couldn’t he hold the fort until you got some rest?”

“Derrick, that’s none of your business.” To give them more distance, she went behind her desk trying to not look as if she really wanted to get away from him.

He looked as if he was going to drop the subject – for now, but she had a feeling he was dying to ask her some questions. They worked some more until there was a knock on the door.

Both of their attentions were drawn to Laura who Rachel felt was Mr. Davish’s sidekick. It seemed that they both had something of a vendetta against Derrick.

Even though Laura was just as old as Rachel, they were two very different women. Laura couldn’t be more than a size eight, skinny with the body that reminded Rachel of a skeleton. Her hair made her head even bigger because it came down to her shoulders and was colored a very light brown. Rachel had never changed the color of her dull black hair, but she could say that due to her pregnancy her hair had grown past her shoulders and the natural oils in her hair made the strands look strong and healthy.

“Mr. Davish sent me to collect that file for that student,” Laura said evasively.
Rachel opened up a drawer near Derrick and pulled out a folder. Rachel noticed how Laura didn’t take her eyes off Derrick for one moment even as Rachel handed Laura the file.

“You are aware of school policy about keeping students late, aren’t you, Mrs. Herlong?” Laura asked finally looking at Rachel with an immense amount of jealousy in her eyes.

“What policy?”

“Teachers or administrators aren’t allowed to provide transportation. It’s a school safety issue.”
Rachel looked back at Derrick with concern. “I’m sorry. I did forget to ask about that. You do have a ride home?”

He crossed his arms over his chest as if he hadn’t plan on answering, but then muttered, “Yeah.”
Laura smiled knowingly and walked out the room.

Derrick’s mood was rather dampened when they were alone again. He gathered his items and mumbled something about getting out of there as early as possible.

“Derrick, what’s wrong?” she asked.

“Everything,” he said and left out the room mumbling, “See you in two days.”

Rachel was deeply confused about his sudden change as she gathered her own items, including her coat, locked up her room and decided to make sure Laura did get that folder to Mr. Davish before leaving for the day. His office was located on the same floor as her classroom, but on the other side of the building.

His door was cracked and she hoped he was in there. Yet, before she even got a chance to look inside she heard the moaning coming from the office.

Teach Me To Love - Chapter 4 Part 1 (c) 2005 sylvia Hubbard

Teach Me To Love - Chapter 3 Part 2

Rachel reached into a pile of papers and pulled out his research paper he had done on Nikki Giovanni. He thought for sure she was going to ask him about the note that he had written to her.

Derrick prepared himself to admit he had done the deed.

“I wanted to speak with you about your research paper you did on Nikki Giovanni.” Rachel said going behind the desk and sitting. “Your resources are incorrect and you plagiarized words.”

Defensively, Derrick refuted immediately, “I’m never incorrect and I don’t steal.”

“Really?” She snatched the paper out his hands and flipped to the last page of the research paper and read off the last sentence.

He found no errors in what she read and immediately became upset because he felt she was just like all the others trying to get him kicked out. “If you want me out your class, Mrs. Herlong, all you had to do was ask.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” she asked confused. “I’m merely pointing out-“

Derrick cut her off abruptly. “You’re just like all the others. You can’t wait to see me at some dirty nasty detention home again.” He leaned over the desk with his formidable height, glaring hard at her in disgust.
“That’s alright, it ain’t worth shit to fight whatever you’re going to lie to them about.”

“I’m not lying,” she protested standing up to make her point as if she were ten feet tall. “If you would just look, you’ll see that you quoted Ebony magazine incorrectly and you didn’t write quotations on your paper. Any other teacher would have immediately taken this to Davish and let him see what you’ve done to take it out of context, but I was willing to fie you an extra day on your assignment before turning your work into him. He sent me a note earlier this week that from now on all your work is to be sent to his office even before its proofread or graded. I was trying to save you face before I turned your research paper in.”

If Derrick’s foot could get any deeper down his throat, he would probably shit soles for a week. He looked over at Arwin who mouthed the words, ‘Apologize.’

Derrick had never apologized for anything before in his life. He was motherfucking Derrick James, Dammit!
But he wanted to make amend to his rudeness. “So I have one day to complete it?” he asked to be sure.

Sitting behind her desk again, she nodded. “Of course in turn you’ll owe me.”

He should have known there was a catch. Forcing his eyes to stay on her face and not the partial opening her shirt made when she leaned forward, Derrick tried hard to concentrate on what she was about to say. “What would that be?”

“You know the Black History contest coming up for the English Department? I want you to help me win,” she announced excitedly.

“You want me to get up in front of the whole school and recite some stupid shit?” he asked. Before she could answer him, he said adamantly, “Hell no!”

“Give me a chance to-“

Again he cut her off. “No fucking way are you going to blackmail me into getting on stage to read no stupid essay like this was third fucking grade. Bull shit!”

She shot out her chair and raised her voice slightly. “Would you let me speak, Mr. James!”

Rachel had never raised her voice at a student before. Even Arwin looked a bit worried about her upset.

“The contest consist of writing about prolific African-Americans and presenting them in a creative way. Most times it has been an essay, but I was thinking of something different our class could do this year from other classes. Davenport High doesn’t have a drama program and I think if we come up with the script, we could perform a fifteen minute sketch that would certainly win the contest.”

Warily, he asked in a more calmed voice, “And I don’t have to act in it? I just have to help you write it?”
She nodded. “I need the whole class participation and if they see that you’re involved they would certainly get involved because a lot of them look up to you. I know you can also find the information that I need in record time. I have approval by the principal to do this and he’s given me three days of paid overtime to stay after school to work on the script with a student.”

“And why’d you chose me?” he questioned suspiciously.

“I can only use a student in my homeroom class. You’re the best writer in my homeroom. You’re smart, you think you know everything, and you are a natural leader, which would make my job a lot easy.”

Arrogantly, he said, “I do I know everything.”

“And you are certainly not modest,” she clipped amused.

“What if I don’t do it?”

“Then I’ll be forced to assign you a make up thesis of the life and times of Shakespeare with a minimum of fifty paged due before the Christmas Holiday,” she said using her teacher’s voice that should have brook no contest.

Derrick knew most of Shakespeare by heart, but he wasn’t going to tell her that and could probably write the paper overnight. Yet, this was a chance to be alone with her - To talk with her. Hell yeah, he would do it, but he didn’t want to give in so easily. “What if I can write that in my sleep?” he challenged.

Coming around the desk to face him, she said, “I’ll be forced to let Mr. Davish see this paper as is. This isn’t my only copy.”

He couldn’t believe how deep down devious she could be all wrapped up in the sweetest package of a woman imaginable. “You’re almost a bitch, Mrs. Herlong.”

Surprisingly, she didn’t take the least bit of offense at almost being called out her name. “I can be when I want to,” she said with wickedness flashing in her eyes and placed her hand gently on his arm.

Derrick was very evident of the soft palm from the innocent touch even though he wore a long sleeve shirt and he could feel the heat emanating from her hand.

Leaning to him, she whispered, “This would mean a lot to me, Derrick. As a new full time teacher, you cannot begin to understand the stress I have to go through with other teachers and administrators.”

Did she know he would move mountains if she asked? Did she know how much her touch affected his whole body, despite how innocent it was? Did she know when he looked deeply enough in her eyes, he could lose himself? Damn, somehow he would have to get her out his system. He knew if it wasn’t soon he would find himself consumed with her. This was really all new to him to be attracted to a female like this and he was very perplexed by his reaction to her. He was very aware of her being older and even more aware that she was a teacher. Even before he went to prison he had never had a crush on a teacher or any other female like he had on Rachel Herlong.

“Fine,” he said doing his best grumble filled with reluctance.

The bell rung and he took the paper off her desk and headed for the door. Arwin left out to get to his next class, which was different from Derrick’s this hour.

“Derrick,” she called him.

He turned only slightly to see what she wanted.

Walking up to him, she handed him a slip. “Tomorrow after practice and have your parents sign this to let me know its okay.”

Derrick only nodded and watched as she walked back to her desk to get a good glance at her apple bottom.
“Mrs. Herlong,” he called as she was sitting at her desk.

“Yes, Derrick?”

“Arwin was right. You really don’t need to lose any weight.”

She rolled her eyes heavenwards and ignored him to return to her lesson plans.

Derrick caught up with Arwin in the halls and Derrick pondered to himself what could possibly happen meeting Rachel after football practice.

“Are you really going to do it?” Arwin asked as they maneuvered themselves through the crowd to their next hour.

“Yeah,” Derrick shrugged. “I’ll help her out and you pass around the word that everybody better go along with it or they’ll have to deal with me.”

Arwin chuckled. “I’ll be over tonight, so make sure the windows unlocked.”

“Don’t your old man ever wonder where you are?” Derrick asked.

“Nope and I wouldn’t care if he did, man. See you tonight.” Arwin ducked in his classroom.

Teach Me To Love - Chapter 3 Part 2 (c) November 2005 Sylvia Hubbard

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Teach Me To Love - Chapter 3 Part 1

THERE IS NOT PART 2 TO CHAPTER 2. I MADE A MISTAKE. I'LL CHANGE THAT LATER.

I'm going home for the day, so here's chapter 3.

It's pretty quiet, but since i see that you're still coming, i'm hoping that you're "interested."

see ya tomorrow.

Enjoy



Chapter 3 Part 1

Arwin shook his head in disbelief. “You’re going to get into a lot of trouble, Derrick,” he warned.

Derrick shrugged tossing the orange in the air despite the warning that the lunch aide had given him just a few minutes ago. “About what? I did the assignment to the letter, it’s not my fault that she can’t put in the instructions what she really wanted us to do.” He enjoyed fucking with these smarty-pants teachers. If he couldn’t get them to notice his intelligence then he decided he’d drive their ass crazy.

“I don’t even understand what you’ve written,” Arwin said.

Tonya, the only girl that hung out in their group, grabbed the assignment out of Arwin’s hand and looked it over. “You so stupid, Derrick. Even the teacher won’t be able to figure out that equation.”

“Good, maybe then he’ll leave me the hell alone,” Derrick sneered.

Arwin nudged Derrick just as they were getting in the lunch line. Derrick followed his best friend’s eyes to a couple of people ahead of them. Arwin was almost six feet, skinny as a beanstalk and could easily see over everyone’s head easily just like Derrick.

The shoulder length dark head of hair was easily discernable even though she was only five feet five, plus the rounded derriere peeked out from the line. Oh yes, Mrs. Herlong was getting her lunch.

Derrick couldn’t help the confusing stirrings rushing through him at just the sight of her. Skipping past the students trying to get food, Derrick and Arwin made it through the line until they were standing beside her. She was paying attention to the lunchroom attendant who was picking out a bowl of fruit and vegetable for her.

Arwin cleared his throat loudly to draw her attention to them and she cast them that brilliant white smile that she had bestowed upon the class the first day.

Derrick wondered when she was looking at her husband did he get a special smile? There was just something about her that drew his interest and he couldn’t figure it out. Did she have an even more beautiful smile for people she loved? Were those her natural teeth? Couth teeth really grow that perfect? Why couldn’t he see any flaws in her face? Were her lips as soft and juicy as they looked? Why couldn’t he stop thinking about her all the time?

“Hello Arwin,” she said in a melodious voice and looked past Arwin at Derrick. “Hello Derrick.”

“Hi Mrs. Herlong,” Tonya said pushing through the crowd and coming up beside Derrick.

“Hey Mrs. Herlong, are you happily married?” Arwin asked bluntly.

Derrick wanted to hit his friend in his mouth for his rudeness.

This didn’t make her uncomfortable. “That’s none of your business, Arwin.” She paid for her food and walked away.

Derrick picked up a milk and slapped fifty cents on the counter before getting out of line with Arwin behind him and Tonya bringing up the rear.

“Why’d you go and ask her some shit like that?” Tonya snapped at Arwin.

Derrick knew why Arwin did, but he just wished Arwin didn’t have to be so immature about the whole matter.
Rachel Herlong wasn’t someone who wanted to be with a child. She needed a man. Derrick felt he could be that man for her. Not some guy who made her stare longingly into nothingness when she though she was alone in her classroom, or the guy who made her look so stressed out some mornings.

“Why don’t you shut up and mind your business?” Arwin snapped at Tonya.

They began a round of cursing back and forth at each other as Derrick pondered about Rachel.

“Excuse me,” Rachel said at the end of the table near Arwin with her lunch tray still in hand.

None of them had even noticed that she had not left and they all hoped she had not heard what they were arguing about.

Derrick’s eyes met her light nutmeg brown eyes. She was looking directly at him - A very rare occurrence indeed. Usually in class she avoided giving him direct eye contact. It wasn’t that he felt she was scared of him like other administrators in this stupid school, but it was as if she knew something about himself that he didn’t know and if she stared long enough, Derrick would be able to read her mind.

“Yes, Mrs. Herlong?” Arwin asked.

Derrick didn’t mind his best friend speaking for him, because his reputation around the school was that he was student who spoke very little and if he had to open his mouth he was like fucking E.F. Hutton.

“Derrick, I need to speak with you.” She handed him a pass. “If you could come to my class once you get done with your lunch.” Rachel looked at the empty table and smirked. “I take it, you won’t be long?”

He watched intently as she walked away leaving the lunchroom and heading to her room to eat her meal.
Derrick was usually on the third floor skipping lunch and watching her eat. Why had she decided to come to him, he didn’t know, but he would certainly find out.

“Why do y’all be watching her all the damn time?” Tonya asked suspiciously, munching on a bag of chips as if her ass needed more cholesterol. Like most of the teenage females his age, they were getting on the new Depro Vera that was out and it was making their ass fat as hell.

True, Derrick loved a little junk in the trunk, but some of these girls were just way to plump for his taste. Now, Mrs. Herlong had nice junk in her trunk and even after her babies she was just right.

“You got the hots for Mrs. Herlong?” Tonya asked with a mouth full of chips looking at Arwin and Derrick.

Before he could answer, Tonya said, “It ain’t nothing to be ashamed of. So do all the other little boys in this school.”

“Unlike them,” Arwin said proudly. “Derrick’s gonna get in her pants.”

“You a nasty motherfucker, Arwin,” Tonya cackled with food coming out her mouth.

They started cursing back and forth again at each other. Derrick got up and went over to the door of the lunchroom. He was aware of all the eyes on him. Even the senior girls watched him like a hawk, but he wasn’t interested in any of those girls. He wasn’t interested in anyone, except Mrs. Rachel Herlong.

“Hey Derrick!” Arwin yelled from the doorway of the cafeteria. The lunch attendant was holding Arwin inside.
Derrick lied, “Yeah, she wanted to see him too.”

The lunch attendant believed Derrick and allowed Arwin to come with him. Just as they were rounding the corner, they heard Tonya screaming for them to come back and get her out. They didn’t stop and go back though.

“It’s enough you got me out of there, she aint nothing but a nosey bitch,” Arwin grumbled as they took the flight of steps two at a time. “What do you think Mrs. Herlong wants?”

“Same old shit, just a different teacher,” Derrick mumbled knowing this probably had something to do with his paper he turned in this morning. He knew having Arwin there with him was only to be a witnessed in case Mrs. Herlong decided to lie on him about some things like some other administrators had tried to do.

Arwin stopped at the second landing and grabbed Derrick to stop him too. “What’s that supposed to mean, man?”

“It means I probably got the hots for the lady who’s going to be my demise, Arwin.” He was frustrated over his feelings and the fact that Arwin couldn’t understand what the hell demise meant. Derrick knew his higher vocabulary was hard for Arwin to understand sometimes which is why he always chose not to speak a lot, but he couldn’t help showing his intelligence and he wasn’t going to dumb down just to fit in. “She’s probably on the side of all the other adults and wants me out of here.”

“I think you’re just paranoid, Derrick,” Arwin said.

“Why shouldn’t I be?” Derrick asked. “When everything I do scrutinized or frowned upon by that jackass Davish and my parole officer? They’re just sitting around waiting for me to fuck up. She could be on their side.”

“Look, maybe you better not go see her, man. Your temper ain’t on your side today.”

Derrick calmed himself. This could be one of those chanced that he had to get to her. To get her to think about maybe there could be a possibility for them. He took the flight of stairs almost three at a time to get up to the third floor with Arwin struggling to catch up.

Her door was opened and when he walked in, she was chewing on a piece of carrot. A little Ranch dressing had gotten on her upper lip. He stopped in the doorway to look at her. She had opened up her blouse a little, which she usually kept buttoned up to the neck and she wasn’t wearing her jacket.

He figured she wore those corny clothes because they made her look a little mature, but in truth he could see past all that. Still this opportunity to see just a little skin exposed that seemed so taboo was exciting to him that he completely forgot to be defensive when he walked in.

“I didn’t expect you so early,” she said a bit flustered quickly, closing the file she had been reading and sticking it in her desk.

Coming to the desk, he reached over and touched her face. She didn’t move away like most people did from his closeness. “You got dressing on your lip,” he said getting a chance to touch her cheek and liking that her skin was real soft.

She took a napkin and wiped her cheek and lips then handed him one for his hand. “I was just a little bit too hungry, I guess, and trying to eat and study is never good.” She tossed the rest of the food in the garbage.

“That’s all you’re going to eat?” Derrick asked, seeing the full bowl of fruit and just a few raw vegetables in the bowl. She hadn’t eaten much at all.

“If you must know,” she said defensively. “I’m trying to lose weight.”

Arwin chose that time to come into the room from catching his breath in the hallway. “Lose weight, Mrs. Herlong? You look damn good!”

Rachel flushed. “Thank you, Arwin, but I don’t recall writing your name on the pass.” She looked passed Arwin to see if anyone else was going to join them.

Derrick took this opportunity to look behind her desk. He noticed she didn’t close the drawer all the way and he evasively peeked over her desk to look at the folder. His name was on the top and he wondered why she would be reading up on him?Becoming defensive again, Derrick asked in a very harsh voice, “What did you want to speak with me about, Mrs. Herlong?”


Teach Me To Love Chapter 3 Part 1 (c) November 2005 Sylvia Hubbard

Teach Me To Love - Chapter 2 - Part 1

I'm moving slow, I know, but you know i got some things lined up. Stay with me and I promise It'll get quite interesting.

Y'all know I like to build tension

Enjoy!!!



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Justin’s cry awoke Rachel. They were still at the table and she had been trying to spoon feed the difficult boy for the past half hour. Yawning, she looked over at the lesson in front of her and moaned to herself. Three more months and she would receive her teaching certificate.

She would also receive her bachelors in Education with honors.

Right now, her mind wanted to go back to dreamland Again, Justin cried awaking her Mommy senses and immediately she felt renewed. Grabbing his bottle, she decided to forgo his bath and wipe him down with a baby wipe before putting him to bed.

She wanted to get to bed as early as possible. Not only did she have her finals, but also she would be entering her first ay at her new high school. Coming in a month into the beginning of the school’s year was really good especially for high school students. She had been warned that this was going to be a difficult class. The students were the smart type but not good enough for honors and often were disruptive.

She could handle them, she assured herself as she put the alarm on and snuggled into bed. She would wake up early, get the kids over to Mrs. White’s house and get to school bright and early.


* * *

Pulling up in the parking lot, Rachel huffed to herself. Nothing was going right today. She had set the alarm, but late in the night Robert decided to unplug the alarm to put up a stolen VCR he had bought for twenty bucks from a crack head and watch television very loud all night long. So when she had awakened to see that he was over an house late, she had almost screamed in frustration especially when Justin refused to stay still while she changed his diaper.

Robert had stayed asleep through her entire morning frantic episode to get out the house, not bothering to get out of bed until she was on her way out the door and then demanded to be taken to the unemployment office. On top of that, he took his time getting dressed and getting out to the car. She wasn’t going to argue with him about the fact that he was the reason she was running late once he finally did get in the car.

Finding a parking spot way in the back, she grabbed her bags from the trunk and rushed inside. The office secretary, Laura Preston, gave her a disapproving look. Another teacher had told Rachel that Laura was a substitute here and had applied for the position that Rachel had gotten thinking she could easily get it because she had been at the school, but instead they offered her the office secretary job, which she took and also part time substituted whenever they were real short on teachers.

“Mr. Davish is watching your students instead of being on hall duty, Mrs. Herlong,” she said with an air of condemnation.

Rachel grabbed her mail and rushed up the three flights of stairs to her class.

The third floor was under construction and the school was trying to move all the classes to the second floor, but ran out of room. Her class was the only one left behind on the third floor, but she didn’t mind the seclusion it offered her.

Dr. Dwayne Davish, the English Department Head gave her a disapproving look as he quieted down the class. There were some derogatory remarks made Rachel could hear some of the students commenting on how young she looked, but she ignored them al land proceeded over to Mr. Davish setting her items down on her desk.

“I’m really sorry, Mr. Davish, she aid apologetically keeping her voice low for just his ears only. “It won’t happen again.”

“We’ll talk about it on your break, Mrs. Herlong. Right now you need to get your class under control and get the days lesson started,” he snipped and left the room.

Pushing all the mornings’ negativity out her mind, she took a deep breath and faced her eighteen students with her most brilliant smile. The students were certainly curious to know what she had to smile about and became suddenly quiet. When she knew she had almost everyone’s attention, she began to recite “Phenomenal Women,” by Maya Angelou off the top of her head, coming out from behind the desk and walking around the room. By the middle of the poem the students were certainly intrigued with her performance and by the end some were even smiling with her.

When she was done, she announced, “My name’s Rachel Herlong. I’ll be your teacher for the rest of this year for English and Homeroom. Let’s open up our books to page three hundred and four. We’re going to learn about hyperboles.” She said it as if this was going to be the greatest experience of their life. Books began to open - Some energetically, others reluctantly, but the fact that they opened was exciting enough her Rachel.

By the time the bell rung, she had figured out the trouble section of the class. There were five boys and one girl in the far corner of the room. Two of them couldn’t read well, and two others were just clowning around all the time. She had to separate them, but even when it was time for the class to work on their own they still managed to disrupt the class. The largest one in the group, Derrick James, managed to escape her notice until the end when she asked the disruptive group if they had done their work. Of course the four said no, but Derrick said he had been done.

Trying to hide her disbelief, she came over to his desk leaning over his shoulder and looking at the well-written paper. He had followed instructions to the letter and had even done the bonus assignment in the book.

Promptly collecting his paper, she gave him an extra assignment to keep him busy thinking that should stop the disruptive group for a while, but even at the end, she was surprised as everyone filed out of classroom, he had stopped at her desk and placed the finished extra assignment on her desk and had the nerve to give her a triumphant wink.

Checking the assignment, she saw it was correct and she would need to look up his file to see what was the kid’s story.

At her break hour, she went to the counselor’s office before going to see Mr. Davish and asked to pull Derrick James folder.

The counselor looked a little nervous. “Has he done something wrong?”

Rachel shook her head. “No, I just wanted to know why he’s able to complete my work so fast.”

The counselor handed her a file that was already sitting on his desk. She noticed the Sawyer County Records immediately and felt a little intimidated. “Four years? He was just a baby?” she asked the counselor hoping there were answers. “Why was the sentence been so hard on a twelve year old? Usually they are just given a slap on the wrist and let go.”

Mr. Davish came in the room on her last sentence and remarked shrewdly. “He didn’t look like a baby, especially when the cops caught him and he was able to physically bring down three of them at the age of twelve years old. The judge didn’t look too favorable on him and made and example of him.”

“Did you look at his test scores?” she asked her department head.” He shouldn’t even be in my class.”

“But he’s going to stay in your class. Just because you’re scared of him, Mrs. Herlong, his intelligence is not an excuse to get him out of your class.”

Snorting insulted, Rachel said, “I’m not scared of him. Why would I be?”

The counselor spoke up stuttering, “B-Because everyone else is.”

“He’s not properly challenged and I don’t think eleventh grade English is a place for him. I want to request he be moved to honors.”

“NO!” Mr. Davish said flatly. “You’ll do well to get your butt in on time on a daily basis, Mrs. Herlong, and not use your students as an excuse to get out of teaching. Derrick James is sixteen years of age and he’ll stay in eleventh grade English as part of his curriculum to get a degree from this school.”

Mr. Davish stormed out the room and she was left very speechless about Derrick James

“He’s scared of him too,” the counselor whispered as if the walls had ears and Mr. Davish could hear them.

“Can I keep this file?” she asked, holding the file close to her.

“I need it by the end of the day.”

She promised to return it by that time. That was more than enough time to get to the copier and make her a copy.

Leaving out the office, she returned to her own room. Underneath her door, she found the poem “Ego-Trippin” by Nikki Giovanni and at the bottom someone had written, “This would have been a better example of a hyperbole.”

Looking down the hall to see if there was anyone standing around, she had to wonder who had left the paper under her door, but obviously the messenger was not going to reveal him or herself.

Sitting in her classroom all-alone, she looked over Derrick James’ file in depth and made notes. If they wouldn’t put him where he belonged, then she would see about getting a recommendation for him.


Teach Me To Love - Chapter 2 - Part 1 (c) November 2005 Sylvia Hubbard

Teach Me To Love - Chapter 1 Part 2


In this chapter I mention folks you should already know from Davenport, Ohio (if you're an avid reader of my books, but if you're not check out Stone' s Revenge).

I brought my old buddy back, Ramsey McPherson for this story who I certainly enjoyed messing with my hero, William in Stone's Revenge.

He's still an ass, but hey can't change those, LOL.

I'm digging my male hero in this story. Of course he's fine (even if he is too young, LOL)

Enjoy!!!


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The officers removed the handcuffs and stepped away from Derrick James quickly. His parole officer, Michael Montgomery – who was a Bill Duke look alike- warily stared at the young man at the age of sixteen, who was already six feet tall. Derrick was use to people distrusting him because of his size. Most of the boys in the juvenile home assumed that he had done something felonious to earn him a long-term sentence. When they found out that Derrick had only been sent in for narcotic possession they still believed that he had done something terrible, but just hadn’t gotten caught yet.

Michael looked over Derrick’s file and shook his head. “In my opinion, they should have kept your ass until you reached eighteen.”

Derrick did his best not to comment on the wise cracking parole officer. He promised himself he would do his best to keep his opinions to himself, but – as he cracked his knuckles and rubbed his wrist he was thinking, ‘this mo’fo was asking for it.’

“You don’t plan to hook up with that step brother again do you, Mr. James?” Michael questioned suspiciously, squinting his beady dark eyes at Derrick distrustfully.

“No, sir,” Derrick said coolly, looking at the sweat that appeared above the parole officer’s lips. It was October and the hallway they stood in was quite cool.

The chains were taken off of Derrick’s ankles and the bag of clothing that Derrick’s mother had sent up yesterday was shoved at him. They wanted to be near him as little as possible.

“Go on and change,” Michael ordered pointing to the bathroom.

Derrick took the clothes and went into the bathroom. A plaid dress shirt, a white t-shirt, some jeans and a pair of socks were in the bag. Nothing fancy and they were a size too small.

He couldn’t button up the plaid shirt because of his broad chest and the pants outlined his thick thighs. Derrick had always been thick and at sixteen standing six feet and weighing over two hundred pounds, he didn’t find anything about his size that would be offensive, but everyone else he had ever met had thought differently.

Derrick came out of the bathroom and handed the prison uniform to the guard. He listened with little interest as Michael spit of what Derrick’s plans were.

“Your mother has enrolled you in Davenport High School. You’ll start in eleventh grade and you’re expected to keep a three point oh or better at all times with close to perfect attendance. If I find out that you’ve missed more than three days of school, consider yourself back in the Sawyer County Detention Center until you’re eighteen, mister, and that shit won’t come off your record.”

Derrick gave him a grunt to show he was listening still thinking that this bitch was full of shit. And Michael’s empty threats didn’t mean anything to Derrick cause he had more power in his pinkie that Michael had working for the state for thirteen years.

“You’ll report to me twice a month with a progress report from your teachers, which I will provide for you to give to them. No excuses in not turning them in, Mr. James.”

Derrick nodded half-heartedly wondering if he would have to listen to Michael give him that don’t fuck up speech again.

“And you can let everyone know, I don’t give a damn who your old man knows, if you think you can get away with some shit and I won’t find out about it, then you’re as stupid as you were in the beginning for getting in this mess. I’ll be watching your ass, Mr. James. I’ll make sure you don’t go anywhere for the rest of your life.”

That’s what Derrick was waiting for. Michael Montgomery had been upset over the fact that Derrick’s father had spoken with the Prosecuting Attorney of the County, David Richards, for Davenport and gotten his son out on good behavior.

“What grade?” Derrick mumbled.

“Eleventh,” Michael said.

“But I’m studying at college level,” he disputed.

“But you’re only sixteen. You should have taken your GED earlier.”

Derrick wasn’t going to comment about how they conveniently lost his files and he had taken the GED and passed with a higher score than any of the other sorry asses up in that bitch he just wasted four year of his life
in.

Why’d he go and make that promise to his father? He remembered when his dad had come there. Derrick had been surprise to see the formidable Jerald James because he thought nothing could tear his father away from Canada and his business.

Knowing Rita, Derrick’s mother, she must have prolonged Jerald from knowing about the truth until later. Probably about the third Christmas was about the time Jerald must have picked up something was wrong and Rita wasn’t just trying to keep him from talking to his son. By that time, Derrick had surmised that he wasn’t going to get out, but Jerald knew the Mayor of Davenport, Ramsey McPherson from college and pulled some major strings. Derrick’s exemplary juvenile record helped out a lot on Jerald’s behalf with the parole board, but it didn’t help Derrick against his father’s temper. Jerald warned Derrick he would beat him within an inch of his life if he ever had to leave the territory of Canada ever again on some stupid shit like this.

Jerald also made Derrick promise on everything that was holy not to fuck up again.

Without hesitation Derrick did because his father was no joke. There was this certain fear of Jerald James even though Derrick only saw his father about once a year since he had turned nine. They were the same build now, with Derrick clearly destined to surpass his father in height, but Jerald had this certain strength that was more than physical. The man was highly intelligent and even if Derrick could kick the shit out of him, Jerald would have no problem coming back and doing even worse damage to Derrick.

Jerald may have been a powerful businessman, but his roots were from the streets of Detroit and he could fight dirty like the worst of them.

Derrick still remembered the threat Jerald made to him when he was just five years old and Derrick had raised his had to hit his father. “Boy, when you strike me you better strike to kill because if I get back up, consider your ass grass. And even if you killed me, I’ll come back as a ghost and whoop your ass.”

Until Rita married Tucker Smith five years ago, all she had to do was call Jerald if Derrick got too out of hand.

One thing Derrick didn’t like was to be reprimanded by his father. Jerald had this power to pull something out of a person and leave them emotionally drained.

Right now thought, Derrick barely listened to Michael’s tirade about what to do once he got out and what not to do. Once that was over, he was escorted to a bus that had DAVENPORT on the front. The ticket his mother sent was passed to the bus driver before Derrick even touched the receipt.

He hated not being trusted.

The drive to Davenport was only two hours from the state’s juvenile facility and he went over in his mind his plans. He would find some way to get out of the eleventh grade and into twelfth grade. Of course, he would heed his father’s advice (or more like warning) and stay out of his step brother’s bad track – at least until he graduated – and he would join the football team. He had a letter of recommendation from the warden that told of Derrick’s great football skills at the detention center.

Davenport would be his home until he became eighteen in two years. All he had to do was stay out of trouble.

Teach Me To Love - chapter 1 Part 2 (c) November 2005 Sylvia Hubbard

Monday, November 14, 2005

Teach Me To Love - Chapter 1 - Part 1

OFF WE GO!

You guys already know the premises. You're getting a
fresh and new baby here exclusively to all my lovely blog visitors and group
members. (hello and thanks for your patience.)

SYNOPSIS TO TEACH ME TO LOVE:


Rachel Herlong, a teacher, finds herself strangely attracted to the dark attractive student, Derrick James, who's nothing but trouble. Yet, opportunities keep presenting themselves and she soon finds that she must make a choice between a love she has longed for or her morals and unhappy marriage.


Remember to post comments and please let me know what you think of
the title.


I just thought about it. I probably could catch up with those
people doing the NaNoWri. Ha Ha. I saw the totals of some of them and I was like
what? Third week in November, I'm usually at 60,000 aren't I?


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Setting her bags by the door as she entered their two-bedroom apartment, Rachel sighed hoping she could make it through the night without passing out.

In the back of her mind, she could hear the doctor’s words, “I don’t think it’s a good idea to go back to work so soon, Rachel. You’ve just had twins. You need more rest.”

“That was all fine and good if she was a doctor’s wife, but she wasn’t. She was Robert Herlong’s wife. A man who started out with so much potential, but now merely a father who couldn’t pay the light bill much less the
rent, if his wife decided to take any more time off.

A knock on the door told Rachel that even though she had just spent eight hours at school teaching second grade, she would now have to deal with her own children.

“It’s open,” she called out to Mrs. White on the other side of the door, who lived across the hall. Rachel could hear Justin before he even came through the door. Mrs. White was an elderly woman who loved children – with none of her own - and was honored that Rachel had chosen her to take care of the twins.

When Justin saw his mother, he wailed even louder and almost fell out of Mrs. White’s arms trying to reach for Rachel.

“How was your first day back?” Mrs. White inquired; putting Jessica in the crib after Rachel took the rambunctious three-month-old Justin.

Rachel quieted her son down before answering. “Just like old times, but being a sub is very different from having my own class. I might accept that high school opening.”

Mrs. White tsked her tongue disapprovingly. “Back in my days, a woman could take off for as long as she wanted to or needed to.”

Rachel sighed sitting Justin in his crib. “Yes, but times have changed, Mrs. White.” She took that tone of voice that clearly told the older woman that this was a sore subject and she was not about to go into it.

“Same time tomorrow?” Mrs. White asked.

Rachel nodded. “Lock the door on your way,” she reminded her gently and looked down at Justin, who murmured a protest because he wanted to be back in her arms. After getting their bottles, Rachel cleaned up the kitchen. By seven, she had finished dinner, made the twins bottles for tomorrow and had her clothes ready for work. She gave the twins a bath and put them to bed shortly after.

Checking her watch, she reminded herself that even though it was after nine; her husband should be home soon so she wasn’t going to worry. Gathering her grade book and lesson plans, she settled in bed trying to catch up on all the paperwork.

At ten, she heard the front door open and Robert came in with some very noisy friends. She didn’t bother to go down there and confront him. She knew that in the morning, despite her cleaning, the place would be a mess and it would be up to her to clean up again.

Putting away the schoolwork, she laid down closing her eyes, wondering what would have happened if she had decided to remain a single parent and not marry Robert? Would her life have been different? Could she have met someone who would have loved her as unconditionally as she could have loved them? Would she really be as miserable as she was now?

Tomorrow, she would request the transfer to the high school. Maybe older students wouldn’t tire her as much, plus she would make enough to at least pay the bills through the Christmas holiday, since Robert wouldn’t get a job.

When she had met Robert early in college, he was an honor student majoring in Chemical Engineering. She had loved his zest for life, and although he had a gambling problem, she overlooked that because he had so much “potential.”

Everything between them was perfect. He was a great guy, lover, and friend. The perfect relationship didn’t last forever. Once she let him know that she was pregnant, all of his drive to finish his degree just disappeared, yet he demanded that they get married.

“I’m not going to have no baby momma drama in my life!” he yelled.

Between the both of them as college students, they were dirt poor. She was on a scholarship and his parents didn’t approve of the marriage, refusing to give them a dime.

After the wedding, she was already working at the school as a teacher’s assistant and she also started substituting in the public schools in Davenport, Ohio to get extra money throughout her pregnancy, while still trying to earn her degree and keep her scholarship.

On top of this, during her pregnancy she discovered that Robert was smoking pot, by staying home one day sick from her condition and hearing him brag on the phone about how much he was using to his friend as if this was something to be proud of. He used to do it in college, but now that he had dropped out his drug use not only returned but also accelerated.

Maybe things wouldn’t be so bad if Robert showed he cared for her. True, she was carrying an extra thirty pounds from her pregnancy and she couldn’t fit into a size twelve to save her life, but that still didn’t give him a reason to stop touching her. He hadn’t made love to her since their wedding night almost a year ago.

Rachel tried to convince herself that as long as she had the twins that she would be happy. They would love her and she could deal with a husband who didn’t care for her anymore. Lots of women stayed in a marriage because of the children and they outlived their husband.

Things would probably be different if Rachel had family of her own, but she had been raised in foster homes all her life and the idea of having a family of her own was more important to her than anything.Self-respect didn’t keep you warm at night even if it was just every blue moon and losing dignity was much better than being alone.



Teach Me To Love - Chapter 1 Part 1 (c) November 2005 Sylvia Hubbard

NEW BOOK TITLE CONTEST WINNER(S)

I received a number of book titles for our new book.

Some with amusement, some with very serious consideration.

Here's the list of the suggestions that were received by the due date:

Me and Mrs. ______.
Dangerous Playground
In the Classroom
Pomp and Circumstance
Sex Education – Taboo
Teacher's Pet
Scandalous Lessons
STUDENT'S LESSON to SEDUCE TEACHER
Love's Seduction
Dropping notes
HIStory Lesson
Blackboard Love
1 + 1 = Seduction
A lesson in Love
To use a Desk
Seduction 101
Sticky papers
Books and Rulers
Teach Me to Love
Seduction 101
Lesson Learned
Hard Earned Lesson
Syllabus of Love
ABC's of Love
Assessing the Student
Teaching The Art of Love
Critiquing the Student
The Lure of Detention
Having Fun with the Teacher
Naughty Professor
Teachers Chamber of Love
Course Description: Lust
Prerequisite: Ensuring the Teachers Needs
My Young Boy Toy
Baby Love
A Teachers' Heart
My Tender Roni
Teachers' Pet
Tantalizing Tutor
The After-School Special
One more lesson learned
Studies in Seduction
A lesson in Seduction
TEENAGE SEDUCTION
FORBIDDEN LOVE
I CROSSED THE LINE
SMITTEN
THE CAPTIVATOR
Positive enchanter
After Class Lovers
A Teacher of Seduction
More Than Just a Teacher
An A+ Student
My Teacher
More Than Just a Childish Infatuation
It Doesn't Matter If You're My Teacher
A Weird Relationship
A love so Blind
Secrets Locked Away
Behind Closed Doors
Teach Me Things
I'm Willing to Learn
Secret Seduction
Secret Love-Affair
A whirl Wind of Secrets
A Pitch-Black Affair
A Teacher by Day, A Seductress by Night
A Student by Day, A Womanizer By Night
After School Seductress
Lessons on Seduction
Mysterious Ways
A lesson in Seduction
The Seduced

i fell out laughing at "The After School Special." I was digging A Lesson in Seduction for a while until I went back through the list again and decided.....


drumroll please:


TEACH ME TO LOVE
I'll post the first chapter by the end of the day. Its so darn busy and my brain is not functioning like it use to be.
I know I should be able to do better than this but give me a break guys. I just finish co-sponsoring a conference and my legs are still hot.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

NAME THAT BOOKS!!!!

As you know we'll be starting the new book on November 14th, 2005 by 10:30am.

All the while, I have absolutely no title for the book. I can never name a book and with this one it's going to be a real challenge since it'll be a live online thing, like Mistaken Identity.

I want to thank all my faithful readers who have been keeping up with the blog entries.

The next full-length story will be about a teacher who falls for her student, and learns a lesson in seduction. I’m looking for a title of the book from that short description. I’d appreciate any help in that area if possible.

The winner will receive a copy of Stone's Revenge. (If you already have a copy - and you're the winner - just let me know and I'll replace it with another book)

The winner will be announced on the blog November 14th when the synopsis of the book will be posted. When or if the book is published, the winner's name will be mentioned on the dedication page as well get a tradeback copy of the book too.

Send in your entries with your mailing address no later than November 11th to sylviahubbard1@yahoo.com. Thanks!!!

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

New Look of our story

As I prepare for our upcoming story, (which I haven't named yet) I've decided to give the blog a face lift.

To the links section, since i'm using blogrolling to help me out in links with other authors and such, i've decided to put in the starters to how people can come and find the beginning of the stories listed and just tell people to check that part.

Don't forget November 14, 2005 to meet me here by 1030 to get the first installment of the next story.

If you can't wait or might forget, then you have two options:

Subscribe to my Yahoo Group which gets personal updates about my events and me, plus my story blog at:
http://group.yahoo.com/group/SylviaHubbard (If you're amember already and you're getting this just ignore it, LOL)

or you can fill out this form at: http://forms5.createforms.com/26333/form_1_1.html
and select the story blog to be notified of any updates.

It's your choice. Hope to see you on 11/14/05

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

How to Love A Black Woman Blog Updated

How to Love A Black Woman Blog has been updated. The new topic is:

WOMEN LOOK FOR SHYTE

http://LoveABlackWoman.blogspot.com

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The Truth About Women
Your Relationship Formula
Love @ First Sight
One Time, Couple of Months, Forever
The Art of Kissing
I Could Do Better Taking A Dump

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