life is getting almost back to normal. since the kids spend so much time at papa's house (my father's house) they have hardly noticed the change. the insurance company is working as fast as possible to get what they can fix asap because I told the guy I was homeless and I needed to be hom, but I'm still going to find me a place to stay. I want my own house and my own room where i can lock the door and just enjoy myself.
I'm so tired of looking at abandoned houses, garbage filled vacant lots, stripped and desolated pieces of urbania, crackheads and weirdos in the alley. I'll move to the good side of town or an up and coming neighborhood where people actually care where they live and what they live around.
So why do I live here? Right now as a single mother though, this is all I can afford and we try our best to make due with what we have.
Thanks again for all your love and prayers.
Answering and responding to readers comments:
Yes, Dwight must have a death wish, but the history of this Heart family is so involved and when they hate they really hate.
Anonymous: Thank you for that compliment about my can't beat me attitude. Like i said we single mother's gotta pick our battles with life because we incur so much stress and this is one battle I'm going to let life win because shyte happens and if you can't roll with the bunches then life is going to kick your arse. Right now, I don't wish for pain so I'm going to just lay down and let it win while i devise a way to get back up and keep trudging through the muck.
My rainbow is coming sooner or later and I just have to stay focused. That's what my writing does. It keeps me focused and staid on where I need to go. It keeps me sane and happy and I need that so much right now.
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Sin's Iniquity - Chapter 44 (c) 2007 Sylvia Hubbard